Where Was I

It’s like only yesterday I was carrying her in my arm and swaying her to sleep and last Saturday, I saw her walking up the stage to receive her awards.

I was like “Wow! My girls are in school already!!! I have not done anything yet. Even that she got 1st in class.” I felt kinda sad because I am not part of her success besides passing the good genes to her. hehe She did it ALL BY HERSELF!

Last night, she took out a book, “The Boy Who Cried Wolf” and asks me to read to her. She did not want me to read to her, she wanted me to guide her to read it. I was so surprise that she is able to recognize some of the words. She can read! Where was I when all this happened?

I was left to excel in school all by myself because my parent was not educated. My dad studied until Std 6 only and my mom only went to sewing school. My children has parent who are graduates. They should not be left on their own. I can’t impose on them what my parent did to me. They deserve our time.

Where is our time? Working, blogging, house chores and minding the smaller ones. I am going to remove one of it to be able to have more time for them. Yup, I am 100% decided to resign from work. Not end of this year. I wanna get my bonus first. Latest by middle of next year. I hope. We still have business loan to settle.