What I want to do right now is going away, somewhere, anywhere all by myself. If I am in NYC then I would have gone on the New York Bus Charter, sitting comfortably all by myself just looking past the high rise building in the city.
I do not have any feelings in me right now. Am I happy or am I sad? Neither! I am numb. Some people will declare this feeling as PMS but I am not the PMSy type of person and I can assure you that I am not PMSing right now.
At first I was telling hubby that we are definitely not going for a holiday this year due to the circumstances that we have to live with but I changed my mind now. I want to go somewhere, anywhere with my family before next year or maybe in January. For I know after that, I will be stuck at home, working my butt up raising the kids and helping hubby earning some good money. I have to compensate what I have let go when I resigned. It was my decision and not his. I can’t put the burden on him. Have never been when it comes to money.
God never promises a bed of roses.
Stumble it!
