Hubby was at home till evening today before he head for work. So I took this opportunity to drag him shopping for our soon new addition with the kids.
I bought S size diapers, cloth napkin, baby bottle (for water only), baby soap, some socks, baby towel and ABC soap. I am almost prepared after a visit to the Chinese Medicine shop for the herbs soon.
While sitting at the playground watching my children playing after we have done our shopping, suddenly it strikes my mind that “Hey, it is very soon already.” I started to have flashback of the pain that I had gone through in the labour room in my previous 3 deliveries. The most painful one (physically and emotionally) was when I gave birth to my son which I was there without hubby and this time around, it will be the same too. I have to enter the battle zone all by myself. Fear came knocking at the door but I refused to open the door. I brushed the thought away.
I redirected my mind to my 3 children who are playing happily at the playground. I told myself and hubby that I/we must bring them out as often as I/we could before I pop. Once I pop, I am sure they will be confined at home with me because I doubt their daddy will bring them out shopping or to the playground. 
Soon…
Stumble it!
u will be fine after 3 deliveries. take care!