You eat a lot and yet you are loosing weight. I experienced it in the relationship with my ex-boyfriend when I was in campus. Throughout that 4 years in campus and one year of working, I weigh at 45kg only even though I ate a lot, and ate supper almost every night. I was stress up. Not because of my studies but because of the relationship. How I wish, I never met him. Anyway, a few months after we broke off, finally (ya, I wanted the relationship to end since I was in 1st year), my weight shot up to 48kg and that is my stress-free weight until I got pregnant with my first child and after I gave birth, my weight was at 52kg. That has been my post-pregnancy weight until I gave birth to my youngest 4 months ago.
For the past few days, I have been going out, buying food from my favourite stalls. They have not seen me for more than a month. The first thing they commented when they saw me was “You are very thin now.” That got me curious coz I don’t feel thin except my bra is loosen a lil bit.
So I weighed myself a few days ago and I cannot believe what I saw! I weigh at 46.5kg only!!!
I should be happy right? I am thin and slim now. Unfortunately I am not because I didn’t get this weight through a “healthy” way. I was sick, I have to mind 2 preschooler, a toddler and a baby all by myself, clean the house and at the same time think about how to earn extra income. I am fully breastfeeding too and have no time to nap except for a few minutes while baby is latching. Sometimes, baby latches for a whole hour. You know, I felt that he is sucking my blood out!
All this is stressing me up. That is the reason I call this weight Stress Weight.




I tot when one is stress, she should eat more and thus gain weight? No?