No one can predict the future; not even the Fortune Teller coz God is in control of our future. He can change it anytime He wishes.
Yes! I have always wanted 4 children and God blessed us with 2 pairs. That’s truly a blessing.
I am going through challenging time now raising them up without any helper, not even hubby. I guess I have said this many times.
You know what, I did not predict that this will happen to me once I have 4 children. No one tells me that hubby will have to work the whole day at his shop after I have 4 children. No one tells me that MIL will have to stay in KL for her medical check-up. No one tells me that I will no longer have the assistant of the family maid when I have 4 children.
So, don’t go raising your voice at me telling me “Kalu tau tak boleh jaga, siapa suruh beranak 4 orang.” (If you know, you can’t take care of 4, why go give birth to 4.). And a joke does not come with a raised voice.
As though I know the future. You know what, before I have any child, I don’t even know whether I can take care of one. Then two then three and now four. You know very well that you can take care of 3 soon meh? You know that you will have your husband to help you out all the time? You know that your children will grow up to be a responsible man and woman? I tell you, I myself don’t know how will my children turn out to be when they grow up. I don’t know whether my husband will still be alive tomorrow. I don’t know whether I will still be alive tomorrow.
You know why I am VERY sensitive. Of all people, my own family member does not understand what I am going through now. If other people where to say the same, I couldn’t be bothered coz they don’t know unless they follow this blog.
Thank God that my dad understands my situation. He is the only one in the house that understands what I am going through right now.
Stumble it!
